Inexplicable emotions... juss sayin

I know I should hate him for all of the pain he has caused me; he has broken my heart so many times that I have stopped keeping track (thank you Michael Buble), but I can't help myself.  I am truly in love with him.  He is the best worst thing that has ever happened to me.  Please God, let my dreams become a reality in regards to the man of my dreams.  I have never loved someone so much in my entire life. 

So let me slip away...

Solid night, but it would have been even better if we stayed talking to each other a tad bit longer.  I miss you, so much; more than you can even imagine.  I have not really even talked to you in almost a week and it is killing me; I love you.  I need you to be a constant in my life; someone I can always rely on to talk to.  For all that I know, you could be out with some girl who is sorely lacking a personality along with a brain for that matter.  Open your eyes; I am perfect for you and you know it.  Stop screwing around and just tell me we can be together.  I know we would be awesome.  The best relationships grow from close friendships.  If I am remembering this correctly, and I know I am, we are best friends.  Give love a chance.  If you do, I know I will be able to make you the happiest person in the world.  You are my greatest downfall.  I would do anything for you; I would take a bullet for you.  You mean the world to me and it kills me inside that we are not together.  Please God, just let me be with him.  I love him more than life itself. 

And I made a blog because....?

Well tonight has been a night of spontaneous actions all in the name of procrastination.  Yes, I have an anatomy test tomorrow that I have yet to study for... too bad I have the absolute worst case of senioritis and do not posses even an ounce of motivation when it comes to school at this point... shoot, I only had to try this term.  Oh well... and so it goes, I guess. 
Well, today was a pretty good day if I do say so myself.  I got out of school early because of my amazing schedule that I have this year and  was greeted to the shining sun and 70 degree weather.  Now, in the good old Bay State, a 70 degree sunny day at the end of October is a rare occurrence... OHHHHH OHHHHH BOSTON YOU'RE MY HOME.  Sorry, random outburst, but that is what is currently going through my head at the moment. 
I have always liked the whole idea of blogs.  One is able to speak their mind without being graded.  I write the way I speak, so heyyyyy!  I tend to go on random tangents about nothing at times, but to me, they are meaningful observations that I think must be shared with the general public whether they like it or not.  I am an extremely fast talker... I blame my die hard addiction to Gilmore Girls on that one... those two chicas can talk a person's ear off; that is why I admire Lorelai and Rory Gilmore more than life itself.  Is that sad...?  Well, whatever.  I think it's normal. 
Well, I should be headed to bed right now since I am in the process of getting over a cold, but I am way too excited about my new blog... oh crap, I just created yet another virtual distraction for myself. 
Ahhhhhh, I am in love with this video currently.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhFSgnvKqm4