Life is... shit.

I just love how nothing can ever seem to go right in my life.  Like, really, REALLY?!  My entire future is in jeprody because of a math test, my friends are egotistical assholes who don't seem to give a fuck, I have been in love with the same person for over a year and he doesn't care, my family seems to be miserable.  Why is happiness so hard to achieve?  Like honestly... I view myself as a good, wholesome person.  I am kind to pratically everyone at school and I get nothing in return.  The one thing I have asked , prayed for is love.  Do I get it?  No.  I am hung up on the same guy and for some odd reason cannot let go.  I am out of reasons why.  I think miserable is just the way my life is programmed to be.